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WTF!!!!!!! What is wrong with me anyway????!!!! I'm getting more and more blur about myself!!!!! I hate being immature!!!!!!! I don't want this to happen to me!!!!!!! I'm sad of being like that!!!!!!! It torture myself and you!!!!!!!! I'm soooo sorry about that!!!!! Please forgive me!!!!! I should tolerate you more in not understand me... I should understand that I should be patient at you.... I'm angry and sad at the same time that I angry at you... I'm sooooooo sorry!!!!!! I'll never give up on you!!!!!!!! N I'll always love you!!!!!!!!!!