confusing+suffering

Can I ever stop crying because of you?

I'm tired of lies already. Why can't you tell me the truth rather than lying to me and giving me false hope? Why do you have to torture me like this? Leaving me all these false hopes and lies.

Why do I fall in love with you once more? I just don't know why. I blame myself for everything. I don blame anybody on this. Cause everything is my own choice. Maybe I'm just too stubborn.

Lies Lies Lies.

I can never learn my lesson. I tried my best not to fall for you again. Or should I say I'm trying very hard not to love you anymore. Am I really a person who wanna know the truth which hurts myself? Or just let things be? I'm very confusing about myself.

Ok... I made up my mind...
- I'LL LET THINGS BE THE WAY IT IS
- I'LL STOP LOVING YOU
- I'LL ASSUME THAT YOU DON HAVE ANY FEELINGS TOWARDS ME ANYMORE
- I'LL KEEP EVERY OF MY PROMISE
- I'LL JUST TAKE YOU AS A FRIEND

* I HOPE YOU LIVE A HAPPY LIFE *

Back again...

ADRIAN!!!!!

I MISS YOU!!!!!

Hmmm... It's like I'm obsess with you again??

You have been messaging me for the straight 2 days. So I'm kinda waiting for your message tonight, but there is no message from you. Kinda miss you tough.

I'm starting to fall for you again??

Don't really know how I feel towards you now. It's like so confusing. Do you still love me?? When i ask you about going back together you told me you are afraid that you are not ready yet. So which means you still love me?? I've told you that I still love you, but you did not say anything back to me.

Hmmm... So many question I want to ask you, but I just don't dare. Owh well...

ADRIAN FONG!!!!

I STILL LOVE YOU!!!!!

Nothing to say

I LOVE YOU

ADRIAN FONG

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P/s: Don't even know why I write this... Just some random stuff that I feel like shouting out from my heart... Although I feel that the love towards you had gone... =)