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Am I giving up on him already??

I'm not sure myself...

Sometimes I got jealous because of him...

Sometimes I don't even take him exist in this world...

I tend to take him as invisible so that I would not see him and make myself happier...

So... Am I giving up on him or am I just still kinda angry at him for ending up everything???

I'm blur myself...

Do I still love him??

If I do not love him how come I still got jealous cause of him??

Or do I still kinda angry and kinda hate him in ending up everything??

I don't know!!!!!

I still kinda hope tat we can go back together...

But at the same time I want to forget him...

SO COMPLICATED!!!!!!!!

I tend not to hate him...

N I tend not to love him...

He had changed a lot...

Maybe he's happier without me being in his life...

I don't know...

I think it's better he told me the true reason that he want to end this...

I don't think the reason is this simple...

I rather he being straight forward to me than hurting me like this...

HURT!!!!!!!

PAINFUL!!!!!!

SAD!!!!!!!

ANGRY!!!!!!

Maybe we both need some time for each other...

Hope everything will be okay...

I mean I hope that I wont have any emotional feeling because of him....