WOOTSSSS!!!!!!

What I "WOOTSSSS" about???

Look at the date up there...

It's 20th AGAIN!!!!!!!!

Big deal???

It's a big deal if it's 4 months ago!!!

And if we did not... HAHA!!!

If you do read my blog always you would know what is it all about... :)

Maybe like what my friend said (you know who you are) YOU maybe are reading my blog since you loves to read blog and think that I'm stupid enough and still haven't get over you...

But what can I say...

I just can't get over you...

Might as well you tell me what should I do...

Everybody did told me to get over you...

I did try and it seems like it's very hard for me to get over you and I would still miss you in a sudden...

And every month when it's almost 20th I would be very emo...

Maybe I still love you that's why this date still meant a lot to me...

Stupid???

Yeah... I guess so...

Hehe...

I'm not emo today cause I've been emo for 3 days already...

3 days!!!

Can't imagine that...

I've been emo since Sunday morning when I woke up until yesterday night... HAHA!!!

I am curious that what would happen if we are still together...

Would it be better or would it be worse???

Still the same old thing I would say...

We can work out...

We can work out if ONLY we want to...

But what you told me is that you can't do it, it's not as easy as I think...

"Never try Never know"

Or maybe on that time you don't love me anymore...

I don't know...

And I'm trying very hard not to think so much about it and tend to believe in what I'm believing in...

And I do remember you told me that DO NOT DOUBT in anything...

So....

I DO NOT DOUBT IN ANYTHING!!!!

Believing that you do love me and you are not fooling around with our relationship...

But as time passes, I tend to doubt all those stuff that I'm believing in...

Our relationship had end 3 months plus ago...

But still I can't get over you...

I just don't understand myself...

I do know that I need to get over you and move on with my life, but i just can't do it...

Maybe I'm still waiting for some kind of miracle to happen???

HAHA... STUPID!!!

SERIOUSLY STUPID!!!

I think I really am loving you and do not expect anything in return...

Maybe my stupidity had annoy you and you do feel disgust or maybe hated me...

What can I do???

I can't control...

If emotion are so easy to control then nobody would commit suicide in this world... :D

Ey... But I'm trying my best to control ok??

HEHE...

I do have feeling towards you!!!

HAHA...

Here... I want to wish you good luck in anything and everything although sometimes I do hate you... (Don't know why sometimes I hate you also)

SORRY!!!!!

p/S: If only you read la... HAHA!!!!