Currently

Current mode: Missing somebody
Person: Him
Emotion: Jumble up with happiness, sadness, disappointment

Well, look at the time now. Below there. It's already 1.24 a.m. and I'm missing Him. =)
Weird huh? How come I miss Him in a sudden? Neh... I'm not sure myself.
Know where is He now and I might have the ability to know what is he doing now at that place. =X
What can I say then? He loves FREEDOM. Actually who doesn't huh? I mean like seriously who doesn't.
That's kinda the reason He broke up with me. I've repeatedly asked myself about it.
"Did I control Him? Did I control Him too much? I'm a control freak? I did not give him the 'space' that he want? Shouldn't gave him curfew?" Too many question marks had been through my mind.
Hey, I'm not a mind reader okay? I need Him to tell me what He want from me. Freedom? 'Space'? Not to control him? Don't like the curfew tingy?
Oi! Speak up! Not as if He's dumb or what. He can talk ya know?
Speak up la duh. Aren't being in a relationship the most important tools to lengthen a relationship is COMMUNICATION?
Yeah! You heard me!! COMMUNICATION!!!
I repeat... COMMUNICATION!!!

I think I brag too much about it already...
Purpose of this post:
I just wanna write down and post up my current feelings... =D