Swing!!!

What is the thing that is SWINGING??
Guess!!! *haha*
*teng* *teng* teng* *teng*
My MOOD!!!
Yes!! Again!!
I got mood swing again!!!

Tiring man. I seriously don't like myself being like this all the time. It's like this minutes I'm okay. Then the next minute I'm like kinda moody and stuff and think a lot about everything and anything.
And I'm thinking myself as STUPID.
Yes!! I'm STUPID!! I'm F*UCKING, FREAKING, DARN, DAMN STUPID!! =)

Sometimes, the answer you've been searching high and low for all these while. But, it's just right in front of you, showing you the answer. You just don't realize it.
This is what I've been experiencing. I've been searching high and low and have been cracking my head to figure out for the answer.And I finally found it. It's just right in front of me, showing me very clearly that the answer I've been searching for so long and I din even realize it.

So... What do you call this huh? STUPID la duh... Or just maybe I know the answer all these while and I just don't wanna accept it huh? Sometimes I've been thinking that maybe I the most STUPID person in this world. Easily fall for something like this. A better wording for STUPID is NAIVE. I'm NAIVE. =)

I've found the answer I've been looking for, for months and I've got it. And for someone... Yea! Your word hurts me a lot. Although it's true. I rather you din tell me that and just leave it like that at this moment. =)