My Thoughts... =)

How am I going to start with it??
Yesterday, went out to eat Roti Pisang with Drey, Lewis n Him... (Sorry, don feel like mentioning his name and I think you guys know who the Him is) =D
Like what I expected when I knew Lewis and Him is joining me and Drey for lunch...
Lewis would "suan" me and Him...(No hard feelings about it. I'm okay with it tough)
Like what I said... Lewis would "suan" us, as in me and Him...

It goes like this...
Lewis to Stella: Why are you so quiet?
Stella to Lewis: Nothing le.
Drey to Stella : Yalo... Why are you so quiet?
Stella to Drey : Eat till very full. Don't feel like talking.
Drey to Stella : Owh...
Lewis to Him : Eh... You usually talk a lot. How come today you so quiet also?
Drey to Us : Yala... Yala... How come you two (me and Him) so quiet?
Lewis to Us : How come you two don't talk? You guys haven't been talking for so long already le. How come you two don't talk? You guys quarrel is it? How come you to don't talk?
Me and Him : *speechless*
Him to Lewis : Eat eat... Don't talk so much.

What can I say right?
He din even speak up to answer any of Lewis's question.
Why and how would I answer him??
At that moment when Lewis ask those question there's an urge that I wanna say "Hi" to Him...
Just a SIMPLE "Hi" and I couldn't make it...
I was like CHOCKED up by something in my throat and I just COULDN'T speak up!!!
Gosh!!!!!
What had got into me?! You'll ask...
I DON'T KNOW!!!!
NEVER been my WHOLE life I act like that!!!

Assumption:
1. I don't feel like talking to him. Cause he hurt me too deeply and
I'm not fully recover yet?

2. I don't know what should I talk to him. Cause there's no topic
between me and Him?

3. I get use to not talk to him. Cause it's been about 3 months plus
and almost 4 months we did not talk to each other?


Conclusion:
There isn't any conclusion. I have no idea what is happening to me. =)

And I was kinda wondering, why would my friends and even my sis ask me this question:"Why won't you talk to Him?"
What The Hell...
Please la...
I'm finding an answer for this question for so long already and I can't get any!!!
Please... Next time turn around and try to ask Him about it and let me know...
Why won't He talk to me?? =)
Or maybe next time Lewis will start asking Him that question in front of me...
I'll thank him a zillion and I'll be glad that he did that... =D
I would like to listen to his answer... *HAHA*