Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Jumble up...

Emotions are jumble up... Tired. Frustrated. Depressed. Emotionless. Hate. Confuse. Jealous.(not sure about this, don think so la) Er... Don't know la. Just feel like lying there, don't wanna move at all, don't wanna think of anything and just like being DEAD.

Wondering why can't human act like a robot. Press the "on" button and we are able to move around, think with our brain and full of emotion. When press the "off" button and we are like DEAD. Not moving at all, can't think of anything and emotionless. How I wish I can be a robot. Only think and have emotion when I wan to. Then I can choose what emotion I wanna experience in. How nice my life would be. Wrong. Should be "How WONDERFUL, COLORFUL and BEAUTIFUL my life would be!" *haha*

Oh ya... I kinda JUST realize something. Not gonna tell what is it about. What I can say is I'm like so darn slow. Shiat man! Seriously DARN F*CKING slow man! Only realize it NOW when the thing is like freaking few months ago. WTF! Seriously WTF man! Owh well... Told you before that I was stupid and slow. *haha*

I never knew that I will fall for it. I've always exclaim that I wont act like any other people acted. But I end up being no difference from them. LOVE blinded people, making people can't see the road ahead clearly. What can I say then. That's the way it is. That's the power of LOVE. =) Being in love is sweet, but when it ends it is bitter. That's it. And it's kinda a life path that human must walk through it? I've never regretted it. *haha*

I guess I'm too free which makes me always think of all these stuff huh? Love. Relationship. Romance. Other half. Boys. ;) Hey, all human being are the same okay. It's not wrong to think of it ya know. I kinda have lots of love philosophy eh... *haha* Geez... Can't I have other philospphy than this. LOLs!

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