Hard time

It's just hard to find someone who you truly love with all your heart.

What more to say find someone who is truly love you with all his or her heart.

And it's like when you were thinking that you just found the right one for you but it turn out that actually it's not.

Or even you think that he or she is the right one for you but it tuen out to be the opposite from the other party.

How sad can that be?!

Sometimes things just don't go to the way you want to.

That's life.

No matter how sad is it, how suffering is it, how unacceptable is it, how harsh is it.

You still have to bear and deal with it.

THAT'S LIFE!!!

It's just sad that you can't get the things that you want or the way you want something to be.

What I'm trying to say here is I'm still learning how to deal with the sad facts which I had a hard time in accepting it.

I still need time to deal with it.

I need a very very very damn very long time to deal with it.

I'm sorry if any of my attitude make you guys feel uneasy.

I'm saying sorry cause someone told me something about it.

I have feelings.

Those feelings just kept coming back and I'm trying to deal with it too.

If I'm wasn't so serious about it I wont have a hard time dealing with those facts and feelings already.

I do understand that things can't go back anymore.

No more feelings means NO MORE.

It's the end, Buhhhhhh Bye.

I still need time and I'm not trying to hold something here.

I hope the day that I really forget everything just come sooner or faster.