ARGH!!!!!

Can I curse in here??

A R G H H H H ! ! ! ! !

! @ # $ % ^ & * ( ) _ { } ?

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS!!!!

N I DON KNOW WHY THE FEELING IS COMING BACK AGAIN!!!

I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF!!!!

DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART THERE'S SOMETHING THERE WHICH I CAN'T SAY IT OUT AND IS ASHAMED TO SAY IT OUT!!!!

OH GOD!!!!

PLEASE LET ME GET THROUGH THIS!!!

LET THE FEELINGS FADE AWAY PLEASE!!!!

IT'S BETTER THAT YOU TAKE AWAY MY FEELINGS!!!!

I KNOW THE TRUTH AND ACCEPTED IT ALREADY!!!

BUT DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART I WANT THINGS TO GO IN THAT WAY!!!!!

*sigh*

I WISH I WONT....

*i know it's impossible*

K... Nights... Enough of bragging things...