Another lesson of my life

Anything could happen in this world...

Never thought that this could happen. At first i was just being playful. I'm just fooling around with HIM at that moment. But what happen now is a total different from that time. The world had change. And make me to change my opinion towards a lot of things.
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At that moment i actually like a guy which i think is the guy that what I want all along. But it turn out differently. On that day, me n Ching making "prank" massage out of boredom and send it to HIM. The message was telling him that we both like him n whatsoever crap. And friends had warned me of really being in love with HIM. But I never care about it. Haha...
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As time passes, i actually have a special feeling towards him! HE is a kind of guy that i seriously never thought of i will fall in love with! But HE had change my mind! And had actually make me fall in love with him so deeply. Although HE is not the ideal guy what I had in my mind, but HE had made himself a very important position in my heart.
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But, there are times where HE make me disappointed in HIM. What can I say. This situation also appear in every couples. Guys never understand gals. Guys never know what girls want from them. I really don't like it when a person don't understand me, especially the person that I care and love most. It sadden me la ok?! Another thing that i don't really like about HIM is being so "batu". Haha...
But I know that HE changing HIMSELF now. I don't mind waiting. I only want to keep this relationship as long as possible.
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HE really meant a lot to me. My emotions following how HIS emotion goes. Whenever HE feel happy, I would be happy. Hope everything work out well between us and I don't want to loose the feeling towards HIM. I'll love HIM no matter what happen!

Emo...

Can anyone tell me?!

Can anyone tell me that why a person can suddenly get emo and feel empty about anything?
Cause I seriously don't know what had happen to me. I can suddenly get emo and felt life is empty!
Hate this kind of feeling... Feel like this world has no hope already... I'm going to end my life soon...
What the hell is happening to me!
In this minute I can be hyper, but the next minute I'll feel emo n empty already...
Trying to get rid of this kind of feeling, but nothing work!
Hate this!

Today!!!!

Saturday!!!

Wake up very very early this morning, cause me n my friends are joining telematch which organized by our own school. When we reach there it was 8 a.m... Early right. But it end up that the telematch start at 9.30. We can't do anything, but just to wait. *Progress of waiting* (Don't feel like say it out, cause it's a long story). Then when it's 9.30, we went to the person in charge to "report" ourselves. It turn out that they do not have our name on their participants list. Shesh.... Make me wake up so early for nothing. Haih....

After that, Jonathan came to our school and we went to eat breakfast at McDonald. We went back to Swinburne again to check out the food stall. Haha... Me n my friends stay inside Jonathan's car to pretend to be Ah Lien and Ah Beng. Haha... And try to attract people walk pass by turning the volume higher and honk the people pass by. Haha...

It was my first time experience. Audrey came out from the auditorium and told us that there is a eyelashes perming service inside and it only cost RM9.90... So cheap. Then we decide to do it. We have to close our eyes for the whole process and it the process was 45 minutes long. The thing made me not comfortable was that people can see us perming our eyelashes!!!! Plus, those guy friends was taking our photo... Shesh... Must take permission when u take our photo ok???


Pictures:

Audrey was waiting....

Karen was thinking *Is it ready yet*

Where is my picture then.... Sorry la.... Can't take my own picture since i can't even open my eyes la... I'll try to get from my friend then I'll upload it... Hehe...

Yesterday!!!

Friday!!!

In the morning, as usual... Went to Swinburne in the early morning. It's my last marketing class. So happy. The fun start when the clock struck on 11.20 a.m. Me and my friends Kelvin, Daniel and Karen went to Enter K. While my other friends went to other places. It's quite embarrassing. Cause I sing out of TUNE. Haha... Paiseh la... The people around me suffered. We sing mostly Chinese song. A bit kesian Daniel. Cause he don sing Chinese song. Felt a bit sorry. Haha...

Here are some pictures when we are in Enter K.Kelvin.

Karen.

Seriously!!!!!! I took Daniel's picture... But it's just not in my phone... Sh*t....

After that, we sent Daniel home, then we went back to Swinburne to "study".... But I end up doodling on my Marketing notes... Cause I'm not in a mood to study.Ok. Pictures again.

What I doodle on my Marketing paper.


Blood dripping from a red rose...

Don't know what word to write. So, STUPID lo...

Love is in the air...

Love is cracking and blood is dripping from a broken heart...

I know that I'm not good in drawing la... Just feel like drawing that stuff on that moment...
Cheers!!!

Lazy.....

Back with blogging after 2 days... Nothing happen much yesterday. The only thing happen is I went to Sian's house and celebrated her birthday with a bunch of friends. Then the interesting part is Jonathan went drunk. But, not drunk enough. Haha... Talk about things happen 2 days earlier... In the afternoon there was a party in room 9.13 ( i think). It was a so call 'farewell party' cause it was the last class for English. There are some pictures. BUT..... Sorry la... LAZY want to post. After that afternoon, I went to Battle Of The Band with my friends... The bands there are not bad after all. Haha... Especially like the break dancing... And it cames again... Sorry... Cause I got pictures but LAZY wanna post it up.

P/s: I recommend you people out there do not read it... Cause it's LAME... Do not scold or blame to me that it's LAME.... Because I told you already.

Final!!!

*Come back with something*

Final exam is coming. But I sill don't have then intention to study! Shesh!!! This really cannot go on. If not, sure I'll fail in my LAW test! Haha... Really can't expect my mid term test mark will be that low. I expect it to be more higher ok?! Haih... There is a bit of disappointment when I saw my result that day. Now... Hopefully can get a better mark for my LAW test. Or in other way... I can BLACKMAIL HIM... Hehe...

a F day!

*Since there is a lot of arguments about the previous F word, I'll change to other F word.*

What is my F stands for? Sure you all know what it means right? DO NOT TELL ME YOU DO NOT WHAT IS IT ABOUT! It is a F day because lots of bad things happened today. Bad news and all those stuff I don think is good. DUH.... Haha! Sure bad stuff is not good la! Till the end... I don't wan to tell you all what is it about. Haha! Now... When you are angry, what will you to to release your anger?

SCRAMBLE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY IN A PAPER
Now... Try to see what i did... Hehe... (the F had been change)

Ignore the blank page down there. You'll see it later!

This is the one! BULL SHIT!

Actually still got others. But CONFIDENTIAL!!! haha...

FREEDOM!!!!!

I want FREEDOM! Does anybody know that FREEDOM meant a lot to me?
I don't think anybody know that, even my parents!
And I think that no one understands me.
The only person who understand me is HER.
I really felt very angry that my parents don't let me out.
It's just like I've been trap in my own house.
I need to be FREE!
I need to go out whenever I want, wherever I want!
Shesh....
Hate Being Control!
I rather DIE than Losing my FREEDOM!!!

Swt Alot!!!

I'm back with another post after the post 1 hour ago... Cause I got nothing better to do. Just watched Disaster Movie with my bro. The movie was really silly, stupid and some what funny. The ending really makes people unspeakable. The ending was like singing a song which the content is a guy actually dating another guy, and another girl was dating another girl. *WTH* Plus, my bro was shaking his head after watching the movie. Haha...

"Hard Time Of Mine"

After woke up this morning. Or should I say this afternoon (12+ p.m). Shesh... Forget about it. I planned to go to my "BELOVED" friend's house to spend my boring afternoon. But it turn out to be that Audrey brought us out to Spring. After that we went to Song Kheng Hai eat "ais kacang" and "cha kiuh". Then, went to a park near MBKS. Now, you might be asking where is the hard time. I'll tell you now. Can you imagine 7 people squeeze inside a car. The car was Proton Savy some more. This means there are 5 people squeeze in the back seat! I'm included inside! And the worst part is BRANDON keep moving inside the car, using his head knocking my head, disturbing Daniel's breast (suppose to be CHEST) Haha... And make him moving inside the car some more. Plus, it was stuffy inside the car and BRANDON's silly singing skills really makes me know that PEACE is very very very MPORTANT. But it was actually fun going out with a bunch of friends!!!

1st Post!!!

My very own first post!!!!! Muahaha.... Created this blog cause I'm super bored!!!!!!!!!!! Got nothing much happen today..... The only thing that i think i shouldn't do was sleep at 7.30 p.m n woke up at 10.30 p.m.... Which make me can't sleep now!!!!!!!! Oh ya.... And i went to eat "ais kacang" with my sis and her friend which the "ais kacang" is really really nice.... The "ais kacang" stall is nearby Chung Hua School no.3.... Here goes my boring day....