Friday, December 19, 2008

Another lesson of my life

Anything could happen in this world...

Never thought that this could happen. At first i was just being playful. I'm just fooling around with HIM at that moment. But what happen now is a total different from that time. The world had change. And make me to change my opinion towards a lot of things.
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At that moment i actually like a guy which i think is the guy that what I want all along. But it turn out differently. On that day, me n Ching making "prank" massage out of boredom and send it to HIM. The message was telling him that we both like him n whatsoever crap. And friends had warned me of really being in love with HIM. But I never care about it. Haha...
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As time passes, i actually have a special feeling towards him! HE is a kind of guy that i seriously never thought of i will fall in love with! But HE had change my mind! And had actually make me fall in love with him so deeply. Although HE is not the ideal guy what I had in my mind, but HE had made himself a very important position in my heart.
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But, there are times where HE make me disappointed in HIM. What can I say. This situation also appear in every couples. Guys never understand gals. Guys never know what girls want from them. I really don't like it when a person don't understand me, especially the person that I care and love most. It sadden me la ok?! Another thing that i don't really like about HIM is being so "batu". Haha...
But I know that HE changing HIMSELF now. I don't mind waiting. I only want to keep this relationship as long as possible.
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HE really meant a lot to me. My emotions following how HIS emotion goes. Whenever HE feel happy, I would be happy. Hope everything work out well between us and I don't want to loose the feeling towards HIM. I'll love HIM no matter what happen!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Emo...

Can anyone tell me?!

Can anyone tell me that why a person can suddenly get emo and feel empty about anything?
Cause I seriously don't know what had happen to me. I can suddenly get emo and felt life is empty!
Hate this kind of feeling... Feel like this world has no hope already... I'm going to end my life soon...
What the hell is happening to me!
In this minute I can be hyper, but the next minute I'll feel emo n empty already...
Trying to get rid of this kind of feeling, but nothing work!
Hate this!