WTF!!!!!!!!

Seriously don't understand myself!!!!!

I don't know why whenever I see him I feel soooooo angry!!!

I don't know why whenever he close to a girl, even though I know you guys are just friends i feel so jealous and angry!!!!

Jealousy really make my life sucks like hell!!!!

Why am I so damn angry??!!

Maybe I still love him??!!

NO!!!!!

I don't wanna love him!!!!!

He ever brought me to heaven....

And now....

He bring me to hell!!!!!!

Damn shit you!!!!!

I'm angry at you tough!!!!!

I do think when we are couple we live better....

At least I got a good reason to get angry and jealous....

But now I just think it's ridiculous that I'm angry and jealous at you....

Maybe you don't have the same opinion as mine that we live better as couple...

I don't know...

It's just make me feel like you live better without me bugging your life...

Just want you to treat me better....

But...

That's just my dream only...

I think I should stop thinking about you and give up on you!!!!

Stop putting any hope on you...

I also don't understand why I will fall for you at first....

Maybe I'm just blind that time...

I'm not regretting in loving you...

I'm just don't understand why.............

Why????

So many stuff that I wanna know....

But...

You just won't tell....

I don't think there is any hope between us anymore....

From now on....

Just let everything go the way it wanna go...

Hate loving!!!!

Don't ever let me fall for anyone again!!!!!!

Never!!!!!

Don't trust anybody so easy!!!!

They can just take back their promise anytime they want!!!!

They won't care about your feeling!!!!

They only will care for themselves!!!

I wanna live a new life!!!!

Live better than you!!!

I've should know it earlier!!!!

Guys never can be trusted!!!!!!!!!!!

I've lost trust in guys!!!

20th~~~

Today it's 20th February...

The date 20th is a very special date for me from that day on...

The date gave me the happiest memory 2 months ago...

But....

It's different now...

It bring sadness to me now, whenever I think of it...

For me it's just different without you...

You gave me the best 1 month and 25 days...

But...

Why do you have to end it this fast???

Still don't understand...

Remember the song Until You by Shayne Ward...

It's the song that I gave you...

For me, the song really represent Me and You...


Until You

Baby, life was good...

But you just made it better...

I love the way you stand by me through any kind of weather...



I don't wanna run away, just wanna make your day...

When you feel the world is on my shoulders...

I don't wanna make it worse, just wanna make us work...

Baby, tell me I will do whatever...



It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me...

It feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me...

It feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me...

Baby, nobody, nobody until you...



Baby, it just took one hit of you...

Now I'm addicted...

You never know whats missing...

Till you get everything you needed...



I don't wanna run away, just wanna make your day...

When you feel the world is on your shoulders...

I don't wanna make it worse, just wanna make it work...

Baby, tell me i will do whatever...



It feels like nobody knew me until you knew me...

It feels like nobody loved me until you loved me...

It feels like nobody touched me until you touched me...

Baby, nobody, nobody until you...



See it was enough to know, if I ever let you go...

I would be no one...

Cause I never thought I'd feel all the things you made me feel...

Wasn't looking for someone, oh, until you...



It feels like nobody knew me until you knew me...

It feels like nobody loved me until you loved me...

It feels like nobody touched me until you touched me...

Baby, nobody, nobody...



It feels like nobody knew me until you knew me...

It feels like nobody loved me until you loved me...

It feels like nobody touched me until you touched me...

Baby, nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody, until you...



This song really saying out what I feel towards You when I'm with you...

Until now...

I still feel the same way...

Really hope that we can go back together someday...

I'll always wait for you no matter what...

Do read my previous post...

I did mentioned that I'll love you no matter what happen...

I do keep my promise...

Why can't you...

You promise that you'll love me no matter what...

Hope you still remember it...

You'll always be my first choice...

I love You...

Still remember this Rock that you gave me???

It's the best present that you gave me...

I miss the days that we are together...

Please...

I need you back badly...

I'm half empty without you as you fill me up!!!

Bye`Bye`

It's

The

End

Of

Me

And

My

Life

Bye Bye

Wishing....

I wish the time can trun back....

I wish we can go back just like last time....

I wish you can go back to the old days....

I wish this would never happen...

I wish you can tell me everything and don't keep to yourself...

I wish that I can change myself into a better person just like you...

I wish that the sad stuff can just vanish from my mind...

I wish that I can see you everyday...

I wish that I can be by your side everyday....

I wish that I can love you more and more each day...

I wish that you can spend your time with me...

I wish that I wont miss you so much...

I wish that on "that" day you can at least find me after you work...

I wish that you ask me to change too...

I wish that you can love me till the end of life...

I wish that you can know what I'm thinking every time...

I wish that we can go out together again like that day, only both of us...

I wish that I can be with you forever... and i know i can.... haha

I still LOVE you no matter what...

p/s: I wish all my wishes come true.... =P

Hater.......

Does anybody know that

Love = Hate

Loving someone is equal to hating someone when he or she did something upset or disappoint you.

The deeper you love someone, the deeper you hate someone.

That's why I told you I HATE you!! I really really damn HATE you!!


I HATE you for treating me so good!!

I HATE you for not understand me sometimes!!

I HATE you for not giving me time to accompany you!!

I HATE you for not letting me to stay by your side!!

I HATE you for making me missing you so much!!

I HATE you for making me worrying you so much!!

I HATE you for making me caring you so much!!

I HATE you for doing so much for me!!

I HATE you for making me love you so deeply!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!! AT THE SAME TIME I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!