Saturday, November 28, 2009

Joyful time!!!!

Just finish my final exam this morning!! I'm so happy about it!! I can stop studying for like few months!! haha..

Not gonna think about the results first. Making people worried about it only. So, I'm gonna relax first.

There are so many things I wanna do within this holiday man!! Was thinking of loosing weight and working within in this holiday. But I don't think I can do it though.

I don't have the motivation to do it!! I kept saying that I wanna loose weight but I just can't cause of no motivation. For the last time, gonna do it or die for it!!

I'm so damn freaking happy that I'm finally free from studies for almost 3 months. Gonna go KL on January. I hope that I do pass all my test. I don't think I'm gonna go KL if I do fail any of it. *fingers cross*

What about today...
Finish my last paper this morning which is Law. Actually Law it's kinda interesting though. I find it that it's the easiest paper among all the subject?? LOL. I don't know why I have this kind of thought, but I really do think so. =)

After that went to Cory's house for a while before going out for lunch with Johnny, Trice and Cory. Not really satisfy with my lunch. It says mince meat vinegar noodle(i think that's the name), but it came out it's not sour enough and there doesn't really have the vinegar smell and taste.

Went back home after lunch then have a short nap. Only manage to sleep for 2 hours last night. So, having a short nap before attend Daphne's wedding dinner. Ya know what?? We're late!! Soooooooo don't like to be late. But what to do? I thought I can make it on time.

Went to Starbucks after the dinner. Dinner kinda sucks though. Not much of food is being served. Don't expect any photos from me. I don't take pictures and upload in blog. =)

It's late already. I better go get some sleep. Till then folks... Nite nitess... =)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Exam!!!

This will be a short one I guess... =)

I seriously don't like having exams...
Whenever exams comes especially final exams I'll think of him...
You feeling very "swt" right?
I feel the same way too...
Why is he got to do with final exams right?
It's cause before we got together we were like very close, messaging each other 24/7 then when final exam I'm like stressing there's him beside me messaging me and keep me accompany and I do feel less stress...
When I woke up in the middle of the night to study there is always him accompany me...
He do wake me up or I would wake him up to study and messaging each other...
Owh... I do miss those moment...
Now whenever exam comes I do think of him...
Now... There is nobody who would do this...
How I miss it...
Ok... Chaozz... =)

Friday, November 6, 2009

Have you ever??

Have you ever feel lonely?

Have you ever feel like dying?

Have you ever feel nobody cares for you?

Have you ever feel stupid in some way?

Have you ever feel like you shouldn't live in this world?

Have you ever feel like there is nobody belongs to you?

Have you ever feel like nobody really loves you?

Have you ever feel like you're living in this world alone?

Have you ever feel like nobody really understands you?

Have you ever feel so empty before?

Have you ever feel that you got nobody to talk to when you're down?

Have you ever feel like you don't have a true friend?

Have you ever feel that you're good for nothing?

Have you ever feel like there is this random people come in to your life to snatch your precious stuff away from you?

Have you ever feel that people are just using you?

Have you ever lost your lover and a best friend at the same time?

Have you ever suffer like me before?

Have you ever feel how I feel?


I'm dying day by day...

How would I live without you?

You are killing me slowly by leaving me...

*HeartBroken*