The best!!

I've realized that I've been comparing you with all the guys that I know. No matter who. It's just weird that human really doesn't appreciate things when they owned it. They only appreciate that something once they have lost it. Human nature? Not so... We are just being stupid by not appreciate things when we owned it. Really stupid I can tell. Once you have got the things which you think is the best, you'll keep comparing the best with others or even find the better one. But is it this easy to find "another" the best or better one?? Actually there is no exact answer. It's all depend on yourself. Which is a bad thing for me. Cause I still can't deny that you are the best and there is no others just like you. Except I clone you?? LOL. What can I say. Maybe I just don't deserve you, which are the best. And you belongs to someone who deserve you more than me. You'll always be THE BEST!!!! and NOBODY CAN BEAT THAT YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!!

p/s: gonna find "another" the best!!!! If only he exist. If not gonna stay single forever and ever... hahhahah Oh ya... sorry if I did "offended" you or what... I don have any "isi tersirat" hahahha

Women Vs. Men

WOMEN have a keen sense of smell.
MEN don't notice odors as much.

WOMEN recall every romantic event in detail.
MEN ... not so much.

WOMEN think about sex daily.
MEN think about it incessantly.

WOMEN are tuned in to relationship problems.
MEN don't recognize issues as readily.

WOMEN find problems where none exist.
MEN are more rational.

WOMEN know they're lost immediately.
MEN don't realize they're lost for a long time.

WOMEN express their heartache after a split.
MEN act like nothing's wrong.

P/s: haha... took this from a magazine... agree with some of it though... =)

Something wrong...

Today I just feel like

C R Y I N G

!!!

='(

Sad day?

It's a sad day for me today. Nothing much really happen that make me sad. But I'm just being influence by a friend of my. She's sad, I'm sad. Feel like crying when I see her cry. Ya, friends are IMPORTANT to me. Damn Freking Important. I'm sure that most of the people put family at the first place. But I'm just different. I put Friends at the first place at this stage. Friends had help me been through my down time. I just LOVE them. No matter how fucking bitchy or how bastard-ly you act, I will always take you as my friend if I think you are worth for a friend. I hate back stabber and betrayer. If you people don't like something about me, please do tell me IN FRONT of me. I can handle everything. Don't worry about hurting me. Back stabbing me or betray me is more hurt than you telling me stuff that you don't like about me in front of me. You can say anything in front of me but not BEHIND me.

About the sad part. It's about my past. And my friend being sad which makes me sad also. Hope everything is okay for her. And I do hope that BITCH know what she's doing. Hope will wake up someday.

P/s: I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!!! =)

Bla bla bla...

S h h h h h h h h h h h ~ ~ ~ ~

I know... I know...

Stop nagging me about it...

Things have to move on...

Duh uh!!!!

I get it... I get it...

Stop nagging me about it...

Shesh!!!!

Told you already what...

I accept the fact already...

Just that feelings can't be controlled easily...

And it's a mood swing what...

What can I do right??

So stop nagging...

Urgh!!!!

p/s: feel like leaving Kuching to some other place... Stay at the place that I want to go for as long as possible... I don wanna... =)

ARGH!!!!!

Can I curse in here??

A R G H H H H ! ! ! ! !

! @ # $ % ^ & * ( ) _ { } ?

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING LIKE THIS!!!!

N I DON KNOW WHY THE FEELING IS COMING BACK AGAIN!!!

I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF!!!!

DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART THERE'S SOMETHING THERE WHICH I CAN'T SAY IT OUT AND IS ASHAMED TO SAY IT OUT!!!!

OH GOD!!!!

PLEASE LET ME GET THROUGH THIS!!!

LET THE FEELINGS FADE AWAY PLEASE!!!!

IT'S BETTER THAT YOU TAKE AWAY MY FEELINGS!!!!

I KNOW THE TRUTH AND ACCEPTED IT ALREADY!!!

BUT DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART I WANT THINGS TO GO IN THAT WAY!!!!!

*sigh*

I WISH I WONT....

*i know it's impossible*

K... Nights... Enough of bragging things...

It's not easy...

It's never easy to forget someone who ever played an important part in your life before.

It's just like these few days. Don't know what had got into me.

I kinda miss him. Miss the feeling we being together a couple. Miss the time I find him everyday. Miss the time we spent our time together as a couple. Miss the feeling of loving and missing him.

H A I H S s s s s s

Kinda emo lo. This is the way it is. No turning back. No regrets. No nothing. I only blame myself for not treating him the way I should treat him. I mean treat him better.

A R G H h h h h h h h h

What I can do now is just forget about him!!!!! That's the only thing I can do now. And should do now. I know there's NO WAY we can get back together. NO WAY!!!!!!

I just miss him. Haih...

Just look forward lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!